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I have a weird cold and between that and dealing with depression I didn’t feel like picking up the camera for a few days, thus the break in the visual journal entries. I was home sick from work Wednesday and Friday. I felt better Thursday and Saturday, so it is like this virus fools me into thinking I’m about over it, I get up and out and start feeling better, then it wakes me up at 4 a.m. yelling “Fooled ya!” I really need to get some exercise and sunshine to help with my depression, but this damned virus is determined to keep me in the hole.

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This is what my bed looked like at 4:30 a.m.

I think that I’ll make a doctor appointment to look at changing or moving off my medication, although I’m always afraid that she’ll make me go to a psychiatrist, and I can’t afford that. If she does, I’ll just switch to a different general practitioner. Art retreats are my therapy, and I do have several lined up for the year ahead. Plus exercise, sunshine, and some socialization will help.

Anyway, I may go over to Susanne’s as planned to do a little marbling. I’ve been looking forward to it.